Monday, 9 January 2012

DISTRACT ME!

First full day back at work and it went off without a hitch. I love this job, I am mainly on duty in the evenings, and even then, I am generally in the office free to go on the internet and pretty much do anything I like in between my jobs. Students are happy to be back and I even got a few presents... I don’t remember being this nice to my teachers.

The ex-girlfriend (ouch that hurt to write) spoke to me online today. She told me she still loves me and that this is the hardest decision she has made (even though it was mutual). What is the point in telling me that? Just makes it harder. I am really trying not to text or talk to her, but in the evening, just before I go to bed, I miss her. I miss telling her everything, she wasn’t just my girlfriend; she was my best friend. Now I don’t know what I should tell her or how much I should talk to her. It’s impossible and with the free time this job offers me I am not distracted from my thoughts. I have finished my second trilogy (Black magician trilogy by Trudi Canavan, if you haven’t read it, get it now) and I don’t know what to do!

I keep getting stupid messages on Twitter saying ‘earn money online now!’ but they all turn out to be crap or ask for all your details and what if they just steal your money? I could totally write up transcripts for research students or type up documents... but where do you look?

No comments:

Post a Comment