Today in my usual weekly horse riding lesson the Girls did not turn up. Instead I rode with one of the boys around the school; he plays polo and is basically good at everything. Our instructor said that I should ride without the stirrups to improve the way I sit on the saddle. I was nervous because they put me on this MASSIVE horse, and I am not the best rider, I only started in September!
However, when we put the stirrups back on, I could definitely tell that I was in a better position. I was sitting down and watching my favourite film ‘Fried Green Tomatoes at the whistlestop cafe’ and I was thinking about my current love life situation....
It has been a month and a bit since I broke up with her, and we still talk quite a lot... and she even said she would come and visit. It feels like I am without my safety net, riding without a saddle.. any other stupid cliché that you can think of. But if I go through this rough patch, maybe it will be better in the long run? And I will improve my emotional control and stuff right? I have given up planning about this stuff.
I made up with my boss. I am glad because she is really a good friend. Also she understands what it is like to be a lesbian in the straightest town in the whole world...
I haven’t had sex in over a month. I am going out next week. How long can a person go? Is there a limit? Who knows!
So that’s me caught up. I will let you know if something interesting happens in my life!
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